Superman


By Naftaly C. Sitompul, 25, United States

“This way, Dad! Turn this way now!”

I called out to him as we danced in front of the television. He happily took my lead. It was a beautiful Sunday afternoon.

After some foot-thumping (and heart-pumping) moment, Dad dropped onto the couch and pant, “Ok, let’s take a five minutes break. We’ll start dancing again after that!”

Five minutes later, Dad couldn’t get up again. Mum realized that something was wrong. She called for an ambulance.

****

The next day, while in the midst of a lesson, I was called out of the class and told to go home.

He died. My best friend died. The person I looked to in times of need, died. My superman’s gone.

****

As I sipped my pumpkin latte, alone in the Starbucks’ crowd, I realized that the memory of that fateful day still cuts like a knife.
I remembered being anorexic.
I remembered trying to numb my body and soul so as to dull the pain in my heart.
I remembered having to slowly pick up the pieces of my life again.
I remembered every tear I shed which I asked God to wipe away.
I remembered trying to get up from falling down.
I remembered failing to get the scholarship to study in America.
I remembered getting offered the scholarship again.
I remembered waving good-bye to my family and loved ones, as I left for America.
I remembered God granted me wisdom to ace my exams every semester.

****

I remembered what it took to live on from then to now and I thank God for every single tear that He turns into laughter and for every thorn that leads to a rose.

Through it all, I have come to realize that our Sovereign God is the real Superman.

When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you. For I am the Lord, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior.
— Isaiah 43:2-3 —

15 Comments

  1. Love it…. Keep up the good work.. ;)

    • Naftaly C. Sitompul says:

      Thank you Melv! :)

  2. Ayo says:

    You know attimes God might seem to be nowhere even in the midst of our darkest and deepest trials. But always remember ‘He works in ways we cannot see’.

    • hephzibah says:

      very true..

  3. hephzibah says:

    Tears rolled down my eyes while reading this…thank you..:) loved every bit of it!

    • Naftaly C. Sitompul says:

      Thank you very much hephzibah. I hope you are blessed!

  4. Asimolowo Oluwadara Ayo says:

    may God continue to help us and uphold us in times of distress and disappoint.

    • Naftaly C. Sitompul says:

      Amen!

  5. Ricky Lim says:

    Hi, I just want to share this quote:

    “Blessed those who can see beautiful things in a terrible condition when people can not see them”.

  6. Enny says:

    Kitty.. you’re so smart.. :) )
    It’s a simple but so deep..
    Thank u Kitty, i’m so blessed..

    • Naftaly C. Sitompul says:

      Thank you Mrs. Enny! :) God bless!

  7. Ben says:

    brilliant! it’s great !

  8. Naftaly C. Sitompul says:

    Thank you Ben! :)

  9. daniel sitompu says:

    mantep banget ka kit..
    pertama yang make bahasa indonesia,. haha:D

  10. Sulare Fernando says:

    I can honestly relate to this (:
    Awesome stuff <3

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